My long distance SO tried to commit yesterday and so did I. He’s unconscious and I’m out of my mind. His sister says we shouldn’t talk because we’re both fucked up. I hope to hell he will be ok. I’ll be locked away for a few days. If you know me and your reading this, don’t tell anyone.
Wasn’t my last post. In the hospital.
It’s moments like these when you stare at the bottles of pills for hours, not even thinking about whose life you would effect. You used to think about those things but now… your too far gone. You don’t care and all that matters is when you will be able to swallow those stupid pills. I’m done, you left me and out of all the people who said they never would and lied.. I just thought you where different. After years of friendship..? No it’s fine. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve lost everything.
To my dearest best friend, too late.